Well it has been one crazy month, couple of months really.

Getting the house done is proving to be a difficult task, damn I hate wallpaper.

My girlfriend of 3 years says she doesn't know if she wants to be with me anymore, after I did all the work on her new house of course. I try to be angry with her but I can't, she just needs to be alone for a while and figure things out for herself. I know that through all the bullshit this is most likely all my fault anyway so why be upset with her. I shall send her flowers once a week and make sure she knows that I am here waiting for her to come back into my arms.

Other than that things are going pretty well, so far living with the guys is going great, especially because they understand that a lot of the time I need to be alone.

I have a busy few weeks coming up so hopefully that will help get my mind of Carrie and other things. Thursday I leave for Indiana and Gencon, then I come back for a day and leave for Florida, then come back and have 2 weddings to shoot and October 10th is Dead can dance in Chicago, I am so unbelievably excited about that, one of the saddest things in my life was the thought I would never be able to see them perform live.

I hope all is well with everyone